Lessons from Past to Future Self

She didn’t see these things exactly as how Aced told her. At that moment, she saw herself, so unsure of her past self, following his lead and doing things which he told her to do. She had her opinions, but she wanted to be led like a sheep by a shepherd. In love, she let him to lead her and show her things that she couldn’t have seen on her own or things that could only be seen together. His talks, which at one time were adventurous, sounded childish to her. She beat herself up in thoughts: how could she have fallen for such a childish guy? He did what couples do and from the social standards, he got 10 out of 10 from this relationship. But he didn’t do anything new or exciting or out of the box, which kind of suck. His problem was that he was predictable. At times, he would stop her to do things like bathing in the rain, playing in the snow, or pick a fight with a dude who had mistreated her. He had neither an ounce of manliness nor a scent of bravado in him. He was annoyingly calmer and had philosophical opinions about everything, that he accrued from reading books. You talk to him about a book and he would know it. But the past was past. She was no way going to behave like a teenager anymore.